12/15/05
Its 6:53 p.m. here on a snowy evening in Livonia, MI. I am 24 years old and I am a rough carpenter. My job sucks. I have to work outside in the cold and sometimes I have to put myself in very dangerous situiations. It just so happens that my boss is really into figuring out all of the angles and such for rafters and stairs mathematically. I happen to be really good at math so I have been promoted several times in the last 4 years since I started at the company. Sounds Good, right? Wrong. I have gotten used to the money that I make. I have bought a house and I am engaged to get married next year. But I hate my job. Now, with the responsibilities that I have, I am finding it very hard to make the career change that I need to. I don't really have the experience that I need to get a job in any other field making anywhere close to what I make working construction. It's not for lack of trying. I have read several books about business, and self help type books. I have sent my resume to tons of companies. I have taken the classes to get my Michigan Real Estate Liscense, and I passed the test. My dad is a Realtor and he wants me to come and work for him. The only problem is that I know that we couldnt get along good enough to work together all day long. Plus I don't think that Real Estate Sales is something that I want to do.
I really have no freaking clue what I want to do. I would like to become a builder/real estate developer but that takes something of which I have very little. $$$$$$$$$$$$. Thats right, the almighty dollar. I have gotten used to barely making ends meet with what I make now, so if i have to take a paycut to change careers its gonna be tough. I want to get into a field where i can learn as much as possible about running a business. I want to know about the pros and cons of owning a business. I don't want to be self employed, just owning my own job. I want to and will be a business owner. If you don't know what the difference is and you ever want to go into business for yourself, I strongly recommend a book called Rich Dad, Poor Dad.
I am what i like to call a Starter. Every job i have ever had, when i first start there i love getting up and going to work and learning a new system. I have always been a fast learner and i always excel in the beginning. After some time, i get bored with the same day in, day out routine. Then my improvement slows and i start dreading monday mornings. And then it gets to the point (like right now) where i absolutely
loathe going to work. I know that i have to take that and harness it into something profitable. Im not sure what it is going to be but it will happen.
I know its only december 15 but I am starting my new years resolution today. I am starting this blog and i am going to post when i have a new development or setback in my career. Something deep inside me has always told me that i am going to succeed in whatever i do. Today, I am in debt with little money in the bank. I am a high school dropout with a GED. And I know i am going to be rich someday. Just watch and see. Not because I am greedy. I grew up in what i like to call an upper lower class family. my parents are divorced. I have had some really tough times. I don't want my family to have to go through the things that i went through. I want them to be able to have and do things i never dreamed of. And i want to be there with them. I want to have the freedom to spend as much time with them as possible. I know that i can and i know that i will.
I doubt anyone will read this blog right now. Why would you? I am a broke ass construction worker. I am really writing this for when i am rich. I can tell people to go back and read my blog posts and they can see that i really started from nothing and hopefully i can inspire them to have confidence and believe in their dreams.
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Acutally, who are we not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn’t serve the world.
There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us, it’s in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fears, our presence automatically liberates others."
Nelson Mandela